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Thursday, November 05, 2009 ( today i @ 4:49 AM ) TABOOED daddy's lancer again. HAHA. hell it was pouring crazy catsdogs & just as i was turning into the carpark's bend, "KRA KRA KRA" was the next sound i could remember hearing. oh hell yes i had the side of the driver's side backdoor scratched against the kerb. and the very person that came into my mind was jude ow. yes like SOS HEEELLLLPPPPPPPPP!! so, yadah yadah, met him at bukit timah road and he brought me to the workshop shah recommended at kaki bukit. can't be more than any thankful for this very great workshop he recommended. ninty bucks for the reworks over two panels. "DARN CHEAP" was what jude said. not that i have any idea, but i cant count my blessings than more that the workshop managed to finish the repairing five plus, probably less than three hours that i sent the car in! efficient, oh darn very. anyhow, we hung out at tawandangs and yes, we talked again. im awed how much we talked today. probably he will never get to see my entries. but hey jude, your question today slapped me right into my face. it got me reflecting what exactly have i been doing around the town; it got me reflected how wilful and spoilt i really have been. like i told you what joyce reprimanded me for "you deserve downright should jude walk out of this relationship one fine day." i really have taken all for granted, no, i took us for granted. this time round, im really willing to take it the lessons hard baby. then again, you are contradicting on one hand boy. you said you dont bother what others said, you never did. then why, why do you question me? you said you dont care how people may see nor bother people's critic at bala. then why, why do you not agree when i asked if it's the face issue im not giving you? you said you cannot see us being together and i asked if i had not given you the least security expected. then why, why do you say you need no security? you said you see us more as very good friends whom you can relate everything to than if i was ever your girl. then why, why do you not answer me when i asked " so now what boy?" you said you dont see that you mean anything more to me just because i dont ask more than i think i should? then why, why do you beg to differ when i rebutted how you may find me bothersome if i had questioned too much? you said "you know? i dont know you at all and you dont know me too." then why, why do you not allow me to enter your world boy? you said i was the one who ended this relationship when i gave you no option that night and that you gave kudos to me for the fact i was the one only girl who ever left you speechless. then why, why do you not answer my question? i am sorry boy. i am. and all that matters all is the chance im asking for. for us to work this relationship out again. you matter. alot. in my world. i love you jude ; and that is probably all you need to know. 0 comments Monday, November 02, 2009 ( "who said it was over, silly?" @ 12:47 PM ) was what he said before he leaned over & planted that peck on my lips. at end's day, that was what that matters. we kissed & made up. xoxo. we talked alot tonight, with all airs cleared. at least i supposed so. thank you for opening up, boy. you leave me with cries&tears, you leave me with laughters&smiles. ultimately, it is still you i want. i thank my lovely God-sent angels who kept by me this 2 weeks. you know who you are :) more thankful to our ever gracious God who always hear & answer my prayers! im blessed. really. 0 comments Sunday, November 01, 2009 ( dont stop @ 5:04 AM ) let's see. this morning i got up at 10am after six hours of sleep. i TVed;b'fasted with folks & fatty; i TVed and i napped for three hours. i thought i didnt' want to wake up for dinner cos' i had chicken rice for b'fast and having done pratically nothing cept' potato couched the day, i still felt the chicken rice inside me. but then, mum had to bring out the magic word " CRAB" and i immediately washed up and put on my cap & ta, within the span of five minutes, i was up and ready. HAHA. okays we only had cereals prawns/friedfish & meegoreng,beehoon ultimately cos' the crabs under the "2 for 10bucks" promotion were sold out. and now im back home doing nothing cept' typing away in front of the computer screen. OMGF. i need to start my RUN!!!! forget about the darn cough man. if not im really feeling more bloated than ever especially with mense coming! briefly, folks were asking me about jude & his family stuff over dinner. daddy even asked what he actually does over the weekend. HAHA. he must be doubting why this supposed boyfriend doesnt' seem to keep his precious girl companied over the saturdaysundays. they asked and probably daddy got my hint of hesitation over the answers. i have never really liked explaning. never. and this a distinct character that runs in me have been critisized bad by the family time&again. "dont' dig", is what i'd always brush off with. but along the way, i have learnt to speak up with the family. and for that im thankful to God. call me spoilt, i know. call me someone who never learns to cherish & only takes things for granted, i know, too. but trust me, i have learnt. probably cos' i never bother explaining. there were many questions in my head. there were. but all i have put aside, cos' im missing you more than dying to have answers to my questions. now again, who is who to judge? i have not cast my Faith away. and i never will. cos' i entrust my worries to God's victorious right hand, knowing He would life me high up! AMEN! 0 comments Saturday, October 31, 2009 ( the pre&halloween @ 4:42 AM ) friday night; bala night. early happy hours & early K-O. HAHA. just imagine before i made my way @ 10pm in the 3/4 limit-hit stage, we still had 10pints left at tab. now this is probably what that happens when you down 3 pints of blanc within the first rush hour plus 2 glasses of chadonnay. boota. and i dont wish to talk about the rest. halloween day- woke up to gloomy weather & marketed for my own b'fast. TVed and napped till threeish before the drive down to henderson for winetasting at client's. it was more than ten glasses of chadonnay/shiraz/melot i could remember. exclusive good premiums up for tasting & i bought back three bottles for the price of two. a steal indeed. dont wish to talk about the rest but it was nice of you to finally once tell me to drive safe in the cats&dogs pour. oh yes i thank God for the heavy pour along my way home despite having drunk that much. the whishywashybishy splittersplatter rain kind of woke the alertness for the drive home. back & napped for good half hour before catching bing's ride to cathay for our yetanother impromtu random gathering. aston-ed;circled;starbucked;circled;MJ's this is it-ed;circled;misterbeaned;home. and that marked our first non-alcoholic/club halloween night after our years. HAHA. YDILA! FTW! OHHOLY. HAHA. cant keep my mind still. not for a moment. at least not yet. 0 comments Thursday, October 29, 2009 ( she dislikes @ 12:32 AM ) is it the habit or the overly concern over his driving during rainy days? i realise i do miss you actually. now who hears her cries? 0 comments Wednesday, October 28, 2009 ( in a way i love chippy chua @ 9:48 PM ) crap feel like partying jo@ renus says (9:20 PM): ME TOO jo@ renus says (9:20 PM): can we/> ziying says (9:21 PM): haha ziying says (9:21 PM): rebel? ziying says (9:21 PM): then later no drive? jo@ renus says (9:21 PM): i dont mind seriously ziying says (9:21 PM): but my period cam el ziying says (9:21 PM): hahahhahahaha jo@ renus says (9:21 PM): who gives a fark!? jo@ renus says (9:21 PM): HAHAHAHAHHA jo@ renus says (9:21 PM): but cannot stay too late leh jo@ renus says (9:21 PM): 2-3am latest probably jo@ renus says (9:21 PM): if not i DIE HAHAHAHA jo@ renus says (9:21 PM): but im alr in t-shirt!! ziying says (9:22 PM): hahahaha ziying says (9:22 PM): ok. anyhow dress lor. i planning to wear shorts ziying says (9:22 PM): but i think i driving jo@ renus says (9:22 PM): serious?!!! jo@ renus says (9:22 PM): WAHAHAHHA jo@ renus says (9:22 PM): knn jo@ renus says (9:22 PM): wear t-shirt can not? jo@ renus says (9:22 PM): lol ziying says (9:22 PM): can la jo@ renus says (9:22 PM): if not later my folks ask where i go jo@ renus says (9:22 PM): HAHAHAHAHHA ziying says (9:22 PM): hahahah ziying says (9:22 PM): so i drive? jo@ renus says (9:23 PM): depends how much u wan drink loh jo@ renus says (9:23 PM): 1-2 jugs? ziying says (9:23 PM): i was thinking of one bottle ziying says (9:23 PM): of beer ziying says (9:23 PM): lol jo@ renus says (9:23 PM): KNN 0 comments ( today @ 12:44 AM ) joyce sent me this text, " Cherish what's worth cherishing than to mourn over meaningless. God planned for us to be happy." everyday i thank God for igniting me with the strength; everyday i remind myself - im' good i be good. let's play a love game. make it one love. make it some fun. dont' think too much. 0 comments Tuesday, October 27, 2009 ( this time round @ 12:08 AM ) hello, goodbye. no more tears. from naught to all; all to naught. just like how it has always been, it has been yet a cycle. probably i was disillusioned. and today i wake up knowing what is it i want. they say; "some things need not be explicitly said" indeed.  back to work! 630am i was already in office preparing reports for meetings. HAHA. tonight i shall have a good night rest and look forward to my morning jog tomorrow yooo! 0 comments |